confession...

hello my refuge!
i'm finally cherishing my weekend secret getaway. ah..u've no idea wad a bliss it is to be away from all the assignments and daily problems of life. not tat im some problematic kid or depressed student, i'm just..well, love and need a break, to be with my loved ones..
it's a quiet friday morning, i let the windows open, (no idea how long hv this room be kept in darkness), the sunlight lit the room, bringing in fresh air..ah..is that reli the sea breeze im smelling, or it's my imagination run wild..ah..i miss beach. i miss the good feeling of my bare feet touching the sand, n the wet sad oozing through my toes..i hv the good habit of reminiscing my sweet memories, casting away the sad ones, only focusing on the good there and then. so many pictures of happiness, those were the days..good old days. n tat's the good part about taking photos, videos are good too, get to hear our voices, n the happy and excited cries, they make the memories more solid! hope the pictures can be saved, after i reformat my old laptop. ops, he's not old, jz 5 years, has been serving me for the good 5 years, though i've a new net book now (gosh, it's so light, love it!) i do still cherish u, u hv bigger screen, better for movie viewing..haha..
chatting w my friends on msn now..it has been a while since i last 'really chat'..everyone seems busy with life. stop and stare, working hard for money, buy house, settle debt, settle down, work, eat, pay, sleep, ah..life. my last semester at upm is ending soon, less than 25 days to go..bye bye beautiful life, yes, overall, it has been a good 2 years here at kl..lots of freedom, esp thankful to supervisor Daniel for the good pay part time job here..not whining about the hours, but working on the weekends, n meeting new friends, jz make me feel..productive? haha.
before i end this entry, i would like to shout out my most sincere apology for hurting a friend. i never mean it. and i'm glad God gave me the courage to talk to you again, n tat quote 'u r glad i talk to u again'. haha..most of the time, it's jz misunderstanding, girls esp, tend to get emotional, so boyfriend, if u r reading this, i wanna thank you for always tolerating my emotional swings, (not givin myself excuse to throw tamper) but yes, THANK YOU for being thr for me when im down, n everything. yvonne, i wanna thank you too, for being one of my greatest buddy, it has been a true blessing to get know GOD through you. this 5 years hv a been beautiful, Kalmeet, i wanna 'take' yvonne back as my roommate next year. she agreed dy. bluek~ haha. Jasmine, sorry for my 'attitude' towards u last few days, too much of ty n i'm bit offended when u re-write my whole assignment, but it's pair work, n u do a better job, so yeah, i've learnt to 'slack' and accept criticism..hopefully dr arshad accept the salinas valley task lo, so different fr others. ha. Ed would comment he doesnt like my posting, cuz always very lenghty, haha..but its memang my nature when i type, i typed...haha. k la, fullstop dy. wishing all an awesome 11 days break~ gambate for exams!