Sunday, September 11, 2011

Heartless me.

Nelson gave me two hamsters on my 16th birthday.
6 months later, one died.
I cried myself to sleep.
Didn't even attend her burial.

2 weeks later,
the other escaped!
i guess she's too sad too.
i told myself, i'll never rear pets anymore.

3 years ago
my friends talked about her puppy
and my instant reply was:
i'd rather take care of real babies.

To me
it is one of the heart wretching sight to see them die
or even worse, abandoned.
i am a coward. i dare not shoulder the responsibility of taking care of them, nor can my heart bear to witness their departure.

the two labradors are barking loudly outside
i gave them my leftover bones
the black one snatched and the yellow one is left with one bone which flung out
i ran back home, in tears.

I can't even confirm if they are labs, but they look somewhat like this. i you-tubed, they're awesome dogs! they are a family dog, they are easy to train, they are strong! and i DO love 'em at first sight.


  1. Hi, Hojiayiing, can see you a very sentimental young lady. That is very good...
    And the real beauty of a woman is what is in her heat. And yours is made of gold. I'm sure you'll make a great mummy one day.....
    You stay easy, have a nice day, and keep a song in your heart.
    Best regards.

  2. Manda: Coco drops by occasionally :)

    Uncle Lee: Geez, that is too high a praise. sincere thanks. i'll remember your advice 'stay easy, have a nice day, n keep a song in ur heart'