Kahlua :)

"Reflections - emotional and narrative."

"Poor classroom control.  You are too kind to your students and I didn't see any form of punishment."

"Sendiri syok -other groups talk when you present their Mother's Day Card."

How can I screw up my final major observation?  Why had my beloved Form 1 KS been exceptionally hyper today? Allowed myself a good outburst and decided to just photocopy exercises for tomorrow's Final Minor Observation.  

What will this lazy action lead to? More failures? 

- preparing for Alpha and Philippine Cuisine, and perhaps few Kahlua shots before Good Friday ends~!

The Sound of Music

spent my sick leave watching "The Sound of Music" (apart from resting)

My childhood favorite movie didn't fail to impress me at this age of 23+.  As the time passes, we'll discover a deeper underlying message of the movie, as well as life lessons.

One thing i learnt the hard way:
consult doctor and eat the medicine obediently.
Yes, it's super bitter to chew as i can't swallow the pills. But i think the medicine are effective as i blew out the phelgm.  argh...germs germs, please go away asap.  i don't wanna miss any day at school...

Thanks to "The Sound of Music" that makes me so happy despite being in this unwell situation.

ideal family time!

"My favorite things" ah...."Edelweiss" Ah.... reminds me of my childhood times when i came back from Kindergarten, mom'll feed me while watching this movie over and over again....the script are still so fresh in my mind...Thanks to those who taught me to download this movie :)

self talk

why do people fall sick?

- germs
- stress
- felt unloved
- psycho. haha!

i hate coughing...felt bad to spread germs to my housemates, colleagues and students. Arh.... fever is not fun either. watery eyes and cold sweat, even students asked 'teacher, are you very hot?". Ah...

how i wish to be back home this weekend. then i will be able to cast my first vote :)

risk taker?

are you a risk taker?

i shall do a personality test on this...i think i am, at times. (brb in 5 mins)

HUMANMETRICSRisk Attitudes Profiler™

Your Risk Group 

Risk Attitude	Low	Moderate	High
Index

Haha... :)

Unwanted Stress.

Have you ever been the cause of a breakup?

I think, i indirectly caused 2 couples so break up...but my friends assured me that, no, it's not my fault...after talking to God, n He answered that...this may be a good chance for me to share gospel with them. 

Indeed, i always believe, it is very important to have the same religion in a relationship.  and as far as i experienced, God is the one that brought Andrew to me. and though there were ups and downs in our relationship, we managed to overcome and reconcile...again, it is God at work.

I am not trained to share gospel, especially with my immediate family and friends..so i chose to pray and let my actions do the talking. many a times, i did not portray a good christian example, especially in terms of gossiping and complaining...but i'm learning, reducing the negativity and promoting love among my students...

to my friends,

there are very good reasons to the closED doors, and more reasons to the many open windows! 

God bless you all!  (^_^)

Need Strength...

Right now,
I am very troubled
for tomorrow's observation.

I've no idea why I was so relaxed for the previous ones
I should have faith that my Form 4 KP2 will cooperate
and they will be able to construct sentences with phrasal verbs
It shouldn't be difficult, right?

time to prepare the materials
update my Rekod Pengajaran Harian
update my portfolio
write my journal
and..
have a good early sleep.

Ah...
Practicum...
As much as I hope 20th May will approach soon
I think i will be very sad to leave my students,
notably the Form 1KS and Form 4 KP2

I pray that you all will be successful in the future
be good and play your role as a student
shine for the Lord~

as I too,
am playing my role as your teacher
forgive me if i didn't meet up to your expectations
and thanks once more,

for being my wonderful children at school :)

My Good God (^_^)

So tired of feeling anxious of my coming observation that I repeatedly edit my lesson plan. What a waste of anxiety! That is when God shows His great love to me again: (^_^)

Friends, trust the Lord. He answers to our prayers and He knows what is troubling us even before we call for His help...  Praise the Lord (^_^)

On this day of your life, Silverin, we believe God wants you to know ... that your remedy for anxiety is the question: 'Will this matter in a year from now?'
	All too often you get so involved in things that you look at life through a microscope. Amplifying manifold, an invisible speck becomes an insurmountable mountain. Put down the microscope and imagine yourself a year from now looking back at today: 'Does this really matter?'